Time Management
I'm finding it hard to blog this morning. I started and then erased twice. I'm getting frustrated. I feel lazy. And sorry for myself.
Okay, here's the deal. DH, MIL, E & I all live together. MIL is an incredible help...which makes me feel like a bad mother. Every morning MIL gets up with E (changes, dresses and feeds her). Every night MIL or DH does the evening shift (feeds, baths and dresses her for bed). I do appreciate the help but I feel like I should be doing more. It means getting up a half hour earlier and taking a more active role in the night. But is it necessary? Do I need to do it all??
I'm just having a pitty party. I'm mad at myself for not getting my crafting projects done...and not getting exercise in the evenings. I'm just being a sloth! But I excuse it because I'm too tired to think creatively on my projects. And taking another night away from E to go to aerobics I feel it's not fair (and it's extra fuel, etc.). I'm having trouble balancing it all. Guess I need to think on it. Any advise would help.
~B
posted by Bern @ 9:51 a.m.
1 Comments:
How I wish that I had some advice!!! I have been struggling with the balance thing for the last several years.
What I've ended up doing is letting chores slide, because I can't get it all done and still have a life. So, I choose some life, some chores. But the "some chores" is not enough.
And that creates a stress ball in its own right. Ugh ... I am hoping balance will come when all kids are school age ... the clock is ticking!!
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