It's a conspiracy!

I swear, E & L must talk to each other to figure out how tired to make me. Yesterday, when 3 adults were home, both girls went down at the same time. But through the night, both were up. I got up with E once, DH with L. Then today, E's in daycare. Any time I try to lay down it's like she has radar when my head hits the pillow. Go figure! Anyway, I'm a little frustrated by the whole situation...guess it's prepping me for daycare. At least this way, I'm looking forward to both girls going full time.

I think I'm too stressed out over money to be emotional about the whole deal. I feel we're so far behind again and now just increasing our bills even more with them in full time. MIL hopes to retire by the end of the year, if they offer a package. I fear that won't happen. Anyway, she's offered to care for E part time...which would help the daycare bill emmencely. But who knows when that will come about. Seems like when we need the help, there's a waiting period to get it...but we'll fair way better later than now. Damn student loan. I'm going to see if I'll have enough $$ if I sell my stock and combine it with what's left over in my line-of-credit. It's a sad state of affairs when you have to use a credit source to pay the bills. UGH!

Anyway, bitching about it isn't going to change anything. One day at a time, right? Gotta run and fold some laundry. TTFN!
~B