Melt down

I'm feeling really drained today. I had a bit of a melt down last night. Lots of little things bothering me. DH, such a doll, stayed up to talk through it with me. He's pointed out some things I hadn't realized...like how I've always trying to change myself and I don't accept myself the way I am. I also have control issues...and a bit obsessive compulsive...no kidding. :) He wanted me to just let things be and learn to accept myself as I am. Hard things to do...certainly not an overnight effort. Anyway, I don't want to or have the time to go into it deeper. I know some R&R will definitely help.

Well gotta run. Oh...saw L roll over with my own eyes today. :) I've put her down in her crib one way and found her another so I knew she could do it. Today, she rolled over right on the spot. Such a big girl! Well, she's crying and I have to run to the chiro for our appts...hopefully that will help me feel a bit better too.

SHAY: if you're reading...I so miss you!! I'm heading to CB next wknd and hope we can get together before we go. If not, we'll plan an all day, no distractions, bust out, gab fest for when I get back. Love ya!